Once again I am depressed by my inefficiency. Or rather, my stupidity. I'm at Woodlands Regional Library now studying. Been here the whole day. And I haven't moved on from the first few questions of my Linear Algebra tutorial. )':

Yesterday I was confronted by my lack of mental capabilities yet again during Probability lecture. I feel so so sad. ):

My Mid Term results were bad. I'm far below the mean; additional evidence of my mind's deterioration. Rawr.

Why? Why can't I get it???????? Lord please! Sigh.